going through a very bad phase. sometimes it could be so tough that you just wish to run away.....really very hard to let go the one you love more than your life. situations and conditions oblige us to do things that our souls never accept. sometimes you just wish that you were better of dead than this.

you feel totally alone. not knowing where to go what to do whom to turn to. then you just start running for the fact and reality. making yourself busy in watching movies and playing pc games....and sometimes writing blogs even....

why does it happen that the only thing you wish for and wish for so hard is the only thing that you never get?

why do they say that they are doing things for your happiness when the only thing they are doing is hurting you?

its so hard to be burning with in and faking a smile on your face. its your life and still you have to live it according to someone else.

i m too confused. knowing not what to do. i dont know why do i just wish for the thing that is never possible. you know what, if you want to be happy never listen to your heart.... coz the only thing that its going to give you is pain.......