Thursday 2nd june 2011
5:20 PM
Things had been too messy. I have been ripped apart. I feel like have been stabbed in the heart by the one I trusted the most. But I cant believe myself as what I reacted to it. May be it was not me who took the decision to still walk on the same path. Something are really hard to understand in life.
What now? I really don’t know. Everything is clouded and I don’t see the sky. And my heart wishes to hide from the storm.
I feel like drinking. I know its not what I want but still I feel like it. I should not had taken it. Now its time to move on with life. I have fooled myself enough. Want to live my life to the fullest. Want to chase my dreams. Just want to forget myself.
Prem Tamanno
