THE DARK DAYS
THURSDAY 26TH MAY 2011
I have known her too long. I can say that I know her better than she knows herself. What she is saying today is not what she is speaking. Its someone else. She is really easy to be brainwashed or to be lured in to affairs. I don’t know how much this is true but my instincts say that this could be the only reason. I know she is really stupid. And I know that it’s a powerful web to break. Let it be then.
I have made many mistakes. And I wont say its her fault at all. For its mine. No one like to be unhappy and if they get a chance to be more happy its their every right to be.
About me I don’t know what to wish for now. God has always granted me every wish and all my wish have just led me to unhappiness. It feels like I go head on for unhappiness. May be I should just stop wishing anything and let god decide whats best for me. Just want to make a stop to all nonsense.
It is enough. Just want to be still just need to be silent. Just want to let it all go…………………
bye.
Prem Tamanno