27th september 2010, Monday-0025hrs
Why do you judge me?
Well the heading itself says whats going in my heart. Well the thing is i never gave a damn thought to what people would say about my affairs but when that people come to be your family members it aches somewhere.
Blame me for the things i have done, no problem but why do you blame me for the things that i have not. Well thats gonna hurt. For what do you know what i do and what i dont. What do you know how i do things and how i dont. And when you dont know a thing why do you make a statement?
It may look to you that what you think is right. But its not. And i feel pity for you to be such a fool to know right from wrong. For after so many years you dont even know what are the facts.......
I dont give a damn about what the world thinks about me for i know what i am and what i am not. i just want them to blame me rightly...........
But one thing is clear that nobody is going to appericiate my work coz the simple reason is i dont barg and advertise about it. Coz i am an itrovert by nature. I dont share my feeling even with my close friends unless asked or i feel they might understand.
but thats not the way the world goes. It needs expressions. Advertisement. And thats something i am not too good at. And if they are saying that i am good for nothing today.....tomorrow they are goona say for sure that i am a thief......
and now that makes me think otherwise. I will have to look at my options......and i would have to make things right before it gets too late.....gonna do something now.
Coz i dont know wether this are delibrated or unintentional mind games they are playing but one thing is for sure that this blame game is gonna cost me my brother. And that fool doesnt understand that. I dont know what i am gonna do. But i just hope that i work out something.
