Moji Swami

HI


My bull went numb. Cant really do without it.riding him is just one beautiful thing that I love to do every single day. When I hear its 350 cc engine roaring,it just makes my day. Riding him is just a bliss I cant put into words.

Its not a new and beautiful machine. Its an 1982 model. 3 years older than me. But is still going strong and very realible. Never has it ever kept me in middle of the way……. I just love my bull. I call him Moji. It may sound stupid but I do talk to him too. Everyday I take him for a ride when I go to office. Its just 10 kms away. I go in the morning and comeback in the eve at 5. the straight open road really lets me enjoy the beauty of the ride. All the way I hear its smooth sound…

Will tell you his history someother time.
Think I would be taking him to his doc tomorrow. Hope he hits the road soon.

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heartaches.

hi....



when your heart breaks you know how it feels, but when you see someone with a broken heart looking for your help, you do stupid things like its your ego, you got to be practical man, you have to move on...etc etc. but things are really to different for that. when your heart breaks no one other than you can acually help you. all you can do is say all the things that are in your mind and just wish that the other persons understands what you are goin through. but the fact is that they cant even feel a small part of it. your pain is all yours. the other can nly look in your eyes and wonder whats wrong with this guy.



my friend was in that horrible state. i could see him all messed up but there was very littel i could do about it other than just to take his attention of the topic. i could see the pain and the tears in his eyes and the only thing i could do about it was to wish that it all goes away soon.



my mind saw things from a practcal point that what gone is gone and there is nothing anyone could do about it. i said that to him what i thought and what i felt but he just said........i know it bloody well to but come tell those things to my heart if he understands that too........and then there was very littel to say.



i had been with him to teach him how to mean his broken heart and ended up learning how to be with a person with a broken heart............



your reasons and logics just hurt them even more....even if you intensions are good for them......but it doesn work that way......



i learnt my lesson..........so the next time i see a person with a broken heart i am just gonna sit silent and try to feel and listen to what his heart say.....

smoke n fly

25TH FEB 2010

was with a very beautiful girl. Was floating in a good dream. Her hair were beautiful eyes too deep. She was saying something to me. I was trying to listen what she was saying. Suddenly my eyes open and I see my room filled with smoke. my dream is lost and my sleep, I feel as if I haven’t slept at all. Looking at the smoke I try to understand what was going on. Distant memories and reasons flashes in the back on my mind how I left a hair dries on and it burned my table to ashes and filling the room with smoke. I feared it might me my laptop as I left it on for downloading a movie called ‘phobia 2’. Regretted myself to be too stupid. But my mind faught back saying laptops don’t burn like that. I didn’t move from my bed to look a\what I have lost for I had just incurred a loss of 50000/- grands.

Finally I stood up and moved towards the table praying that it should be anything but my laptop. I was finding it hard to breath may be that’s what broke my sleep. I quickly opened the doors to let the smoke out. I moved to my table and saw my lappi was on and still downloading. A relif to my heart. I wondered what it could be if not my laptop. Regaining my senses I recognized the smell of the some to be as of burning papper. Looking around I did not find anything burning. More relif. I saw smoke coming in through the window. Looked outside and saw someone had lit up the paper waste just under my window. And thanked god for scaring the shit out of me……………………………

hi

no job today.....not feeling that well.

nothing much so far..... the days about to end

somewht lonly today.....

with nothing much to do.....

back on the roads

the big guy is back on the road and its gonna hit it hard this time.........

well one thing is over.........that only means someother thing is about to come:-)

will watch out for it

22/02/2010 Monday


My truck:


my old truck costed me 50000/- really much more than I had expected. had to look for the spare for 4 days arould all the places. At last got the spares from Rajkot. 160 kms away. The repairs are still going on I hope he would hit the road by tomorrow.

Office Politics:


I hate it. I hate politics. But its more like a necessaty for the people to pass time. I don’t understand why people need to poke there nose in other things. But then I guess they don’t have much things to do here, govt. office you know.

Well ask me I just hate it. But there is one thing that I have learnt. If you pay it no heed then it sytops. That’s just what I do. I don’t bother at all.. coz I belive that there is very little any one can do if you play your part well. And if they can it simply means that you are wrong somewhere in playing your part. And ofcourse there are a few minds that just do it coz they love to do it. Well what do I do for that kinda ppl. Well I just let them do what they can do best. I just don’t recat. Coz that the main thing they would……lol……. Just don’t recat and they get fed up , in a way you bore them. Would you like to play with someone who doesn’t play at all.

That’,s it for today..

Jannat

Jannat.


That’s what we call it. Its just another place left alone by humans. The only reason for it to be beautiful. The place is just outside the colony boundary. Just a little walk. i used to go there with my friends when I was young. To be true we used to go there to smoke fearing to be caught by people our parents knew.

Now all my friends are away from me and even I don’t go there much ofent. But still when I need a break and wish to run away from people and things that the only place that sooths.

The place is not much of a scenery but just another natural spot which makes it beautiful. If you ask me I would say at any place from where you cant see humans or human made things always looks beautiful. Well I don’t say that I am against the human made or any other thing like that but still it’s a fact. Try it and you would know it. Just go somewhere you cant see humans and feel the beauty there. The scilence the cool breeze. See the birds flying and trust me you would be in transcended in some other world. May strange questions would rise in our heart which have never been there before. May be you might feel your heart for a small moment.

The bet time to be at this place is the evening when the sun is about to set and the birds leaving for home. The endless clam sea. Everthing turns orange and reflects in a little pool of water. Its really amazing.