The Accident

THE CALL.

Its was the hindu new year.I was at my friends place playing cards when my cell rang. It was my Brother on he other end. He said that a friend of ours had been in an Accident. I was schoked. I asked who was driving. He said it was SukhdevI asked him the details. He said they were five of them and the car went Off road. No one was hurt. My brother asked me to keep it low and to And to come to the spot. I told my friends the case and said that I have to go. They came along Me. I took my bike and off we were to the place.

The thoughts.

Many things flashed though my mind. The car which was just bought six Months back. My friend who was real a very safe driver. I was wondering how He got himself into this. My friends father. I was wondering how would I break The news to him. I thought what people would say and feared that me and myBrother Would be blamed for this.

The spot.

When I got to the spot I wasn’t able to believe what I saw. The car looked Really bad. It had got off road a couple of meters back…it went in to the bushesAnd then due to the rise in the ground. Went in air and hit a concrete wall Breaking the fencing before the crashing the wall and then bounced back Resting in the ditch. I saw my my brother sitting by the side of the car and I Asked him how it all happened. He said that they were behind then in another Car. They saw it go off balance and go into the wall. I asked if he knew how it Happened. He said that they were overtaking a car and a car was coming form The opposite direction. The one sitting beside sukhdev freaked out and pulled The steering which caused the crash

Calling Uncleing

The hardest part of the day was to call sukhdevs dad and to break him the News of the accident. I knew how happy he was to buy a this car and how Much he had waited for it and how proud he felt for having it. I called him and asked him were he was. He said he was in vadinar but his Voice clearly showed he knew something was wrong. He straightly asked me Sukhdev was. We made sure that he was home before we call his dad so I told Him he was safe and at home. He then asked what happened. I told him that There had been an accident and that there was nobody hurt. But the car was Damaged. He asked how was the car in a very shaky voice. I told him the Damage was bad. He again asked were his son was and I assured him he was Safe and at home. He said he was coming to the spot.When he cam I saw the pain in his eyes. The car was badly damaged but more Than that was the spirit. He didn’t worry about the car but thought about The what the people were about to say. For when bad things happen you always Have people around you. Not to share your pain but to add spices to it.

People.

Slowly slowly people from our place began to gather at the spot. I was looking At them. Some really cared and some were just happy that it happened.There were people who just came to enjoy the show and some just to laugh.There were people who came to console and some just to irritate. Some just To justify they were right and some just to scratch the old wounds.

The aftermath.

The car was damaged and so were our spirit. Heart was heavy not form what We had lost but from what we had to hear. But alls well that ends well for No one was hurt. And the damage was much less than we had expected. The car would be back on the road in less than 25grands and the boys who were A bit off track would be on the track too…so we got to much to learn for this.

But it could had been worse.. Life could had been lost. Hearts could had been really broken.Not many people get warnings for there mistakes. We got one and we gotta learn from it.

Bye for now.

V G J

hmmmmm.

30th october 2010, saturday.
1055hrs

hi,

things are going pretty smooth. ofcourse apart from the business ups and downs. financial crisses are over for the time being. when your mind is calm and at ease every thing looks beautiful.

thats all for now.

V G J

26th october 2010,
2015hrs

things are really chainging fast. work is good. and even my financial needs might just get resolved at the end of the week.....might go on for new thing may be.

i have a good feeling about this just let things be like this. when your mind is at peace a lot of things get easy. too easy. and pleset to. things look more preety.......

bye for now.

V G J

The Dawn

25th october 2010, 1715hrs

Time and tide has changed again. the bad timeshave passed. i new aura is felt in the air. things gonna change for good. the strom have subsided.

well its time for the new things now. gotta do a lot. gotto get on with it. so much to do in this small life.

VGJ

JUST ME

10th october 2010, sunday
1300
yesterday was a mess. all day long i didnt have good things running my mind. felt so caught up ininside....it was more like suffocating.....dont know when things would be normal again.
things are not good this way.

V G J

uncertain

life cant be planned. cant be predited. nothing is for sure and nothig can be said to be forever. the only way to live it to indulge into it blindfolded. take whatever it come and forget whatever is taken away form you. that you you could live a better life.

ecpectations always leads to dissatisfactions and dreams and emotions are ment to leave pain and scars you would never forget.

now a days i am bit to nagitive and sarcastic about things and people around me. well a few things lead to this but soon enough i think i would be back to my normal attitude. the careless and happy one.

just am a bit disturbed abut that doesnt mean that i am gonna be like this for ever things would soon be k.....i hope so......if not better than it would definately be different.

people change things and sometimes things change people.

Goodies

5th october 2010, tuesday
2340

i feel like a person who sees a small ray of light amids darkness. i hope that the dark clouds may pass and there would be a clear sky soon enough. and the sun would shine again. soon enough. god really is crazy. amids all the hell he gives you just one thng that keeps you going and going. you live on and on on just one little happiness. he got to keep his balances and ofcoures give us reasons to remember him. well somebody pls tell goddie that i remember him in good times too. and i thank him a lot ofent.

i never did thought that this could actually happen someday. but now that it really has lets enjoy it till it lasts. for i belive in one thing and only one thing that nothings for ever. and soon enough this feeling would pass too. and then it wont be able to make me this happy. so now let me enjoy.......

V G J