16TH FEB 2010
Good evening
I got up from my bed at 0830 feeling a bit weak after a late night yesterday and a after fighting a battle with my mind whether to go to job or not. Went home and saw my cousin brother and sister there already. They were there to pick up mom for they had to go to a relatives place as there had been a death. Things got late and I got ready late. Another excuse for not going. I got into my livis jeans a brown top I put my shoes on. Totally ready to go and after locking the door I stood
outside the balcony smoked cigarette feeling how my body was feeling after the late night. I finally finished my cigarette opened the lock again, took of my shoes,got out of my jeans and top, got in to my shorts and ya I didn’t go to job.
i had been regular last month. Really unbelievable for some people. Well you can say I have a history of being regularly unregular for the job.
What to say for what I did for the rest of the day. Apart form smokng a couples of cigerattes and latifs 5 cup of chais, Almo
st nothing much. Played Generals on my laptop. Good game. But takes a lot of time and pretty challenging to. Then had my lunch and took a nap. Got up played generals again and it was 2000 by then then listened to osho and the day was over. Just a waste of day and a loss of one days pay.
The only thing good about the day, apart from that, my big friend called me. We had a good time talking and the best thing was what he requested me.( a number) well I cant and I wont tell you ab
out it coz if he finds out that I have made it public then I think he would dig my grave and I would be deprived of my funeral rights.
I just don’t understand sometimes why I do things like that. I should had be in bed by 0100 the last night. Instead I was up till 0440. well just a bad choice. If I had made the right choice I would had been different altogather. But then I would not had been me and I love the way I am. So in the end all is well with a few mistakes. I read somewhere –life becomes more intresting if you make mistakes. Pretty lame but true.
My days go by just the same way. Every day there is always a moment when I request the spoiled one in me to make changes, well in every front of my life. But then I don’t know but I usually forget it as soon as the session with my angel is over and then the things stays the same.
Good evening
I got up from my bed at 0830 feeling a bit weak after a late night yesterday and a after fighting a battle with my mind whether to go to job or not. Went home and saw my cousin brother and sister there already. They were there to pick up mom for they had to go to a relatives place as there had been a death. Things got late and I got ready late. Another excuse for not going. I got into my livis jeans a brown top I put my shoes on. Totally ready to go and after locking the door I stood
outside the balcony smoked cigarette feeling how my body was feeling after the late night. I finally finished my cigarette opened the lock again, took of my shoes,got out of my jeans and top, got in to my shorts and ya I didn’t go to job.i had been regular last month. Really unbelievable for some people. Well you can say I have a history of being regularly unregular for the job.
What to say for what I did for the rest of the day. Apart form smokng a couples of cigerattes and latifs 5 cup of chais, Almo
st nothing much. Played Generals on my laptop. Good game. But takes a lot of time and pretty challenging to. Then had my lunch and took a nap. Got up played generals again and it was 2000 by then then listened to osho and the day was over. Just a waste of day and a loss of one days pay.The only thing good about the day, apart from that, my big friend called me. We had a good time talking and the best thing was what he requested me.( a number) well I cant and I wont tell you ab
out it coz if he finds out that I have made it public then I think he would dig my grave and I would be deprived of my funeral rights.I just don’t understand sometimes why I do things like that. I should had be in bed by 0100 the last night. Instead I was up till 0440. well just a bad choice. If I had made the right choice I would had been different altogather. But then I would not had been me and I love the way I am. So in the end all is well with a few mistakes. I read somewhere –life becomes more intresting if you make mistakes. Pretty lame but true.
My days go by just the same way. Every day there is always a moment when I request the spoiled one in me to make changes, well in every front of my life. But then I don’t know but I usually forget it as soon as the session with my angel is over and then the things stays the same.
sometimes all my days in the week are the
same. nothing much done.
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