the puppet

wednesday 25th May 2011,

i dont understand as to why i let this to happen to me everytime. it has happenend a hundred of times and everytime its the same. they say they cant and walk away. i stand there and watch them go by. and i just dont let them go but even keep waiting for them to return. how stupid i could be. placing ones happiness in other peoples hand is not the way and i dont wish to do that anymore.

i aint going to wait and watch it it like i used to everytime. i have started to walk too. i dont know were to nor do i care. but i know that walking away is going to lead me to somthing new. better or worse but i am going to take my chances. enough of letting them make a fool out of me everytime.

for i know that now things would never be the same again. atleast not for me. you walk all the way to the edge of the cliff hand in hand with me and then you push me down. now i dont wish to see you down there to sooth my wounds. pls back off.

i aint gonna blame anyone for pushing me off the cliff but i sure am gonna regret walking hand in hand. and i will make sure i dont take that walk again. for everytime the depth went deeper and this time it was the deepest i could climb out of. i dont want to fall off it to anything from wich i cannot climb out. so i think if you want to take a walk againg towards the cliff then my friend i would like to stand afar and watch you take the walk and just may be i would preffer watching you take someone else for that walk.

how stupid i was and how foolish i could be......................................................

now its my time to walk away.....