Saturday, April 09, 2011.

Saturdays…….they always start with a bang for me. I don’t know what it has got against me but it always start with a bang.

Had a blab la fight with my distant uncle in the morning. He is angry that we didn’t listen to him in the PSI case. Well we did call him when all of this started but it was of no use. Now for what should we listen to him. The blab la happenend publicly. Now for his age I felt that I should had not said things like that even when I know that I was right. So I called his elder brother. gave some explanations but now they say that its better that we go our way and you go your way. So that be it now. Who give a fuck……….

Friday, April 08, 2011

Its been a long time since I am here again..there are a lots of things to say but I don’t know where to start from….. guess let me start from today and we will keep going back…..

Vadinar , ME and my brother.

I read somewhere that you are the one responsible for your past present and future.. well I feel that’s quite right. I had been living with a image of someone I wanted to be like. Was a bit afraid to leave my comfort zone. Too occupied to see the facts right and too lazy to make changes. After yesterday I have come to understand that me and my brother are something unique for the people of vadinar. we are not just two common figures.

People respect us….i have see older guys standing up and giving there seats to us in public gatherings……inviting us to different occasions…..coming to us when they have problems and for help. I used to take this casually. Never thought for the reason. Always thought that its coz of my dad and me just being his son. But yesterday I realized the real meaning of it all…now I know what is this all about.

Its coz people see the image of my father in us. people expect us to be like him. They want us to fill his shoes. they see hope in us.

i always thought my dads shoes are too big for me to fit in……and that Is a fact. But I also know that I can try. I might not be able to walk in his shoes but I can at least stand. And now its time that we make that stand. My dad never did it for name and fame nor for money and certainly not for himself but he did it for them. What ever be the consequence he never left his stand. I now know what I have to do. And I will do it.

Its time to be Vijaysinh Gagubha Jadeja. Its time to be Gags.Jr.

Now let me tell you the reason for this realization…..

I never agreed with the ways of my dad. Not that I thought that he did the wrong thing. But that his ways were wrong. I thought that things could be done with pleasant ways. that things can be otherwise. Today I understand his ways and I could say that I was wrong. The last incident cleared it all.

The local PSI abused my brother for no reason at all. I would had said nothing if it would had been me at his place. The easy going nature of mine keeps me away from this type of things. My brother told him to watch his mouth. He said what he thought of himself and my bro told him that it wont be good. And he told my bro that he would break his ass someday. That was it.

when my bro told me what happened I asked him y he didn’t slap him right there. Now that was not me saying that. I could never say that. But what followed just kept me wondering.

I filled a case against a PSI at 3am in the morning at a police station where he is incharge and was of to the DSPs office the next morning. Now that was certainly not me. I could not have imagined that in my wildest dream me doing any thing like that. He came and pleaded not to take this any futher. Said he was sorry and that he wont repeat this ever again. I felt like old times. when my dad was around. This things were so common. Now this is the first time in the history of vadinar after my dad left us. No one had done such a thing ever in vadinar after my dad. And now I here people say that who else could had done it, who it could be after him … his sons.

Now this case has spread shivers in vadinar……I hear people saying that now the sons are on the way to be what they are destined to be. I don’t know what will follow but I am very sure what we have to do now……..

rabba khair.

prem tamanno.